Tired of it

You know what?

I am so sick of being sad.

Tired of the hours spent weeping and wailing.

Tired of handing my power over to someone who can’t bring himself to give a shit.

Tired of feeling shitty.

Tired of wasting my energy feeling sorry for myself.

I think this weekend might have been the last I spend worrying about how this last year impacted me – I’m just sick of being melancholy.

So somehow I need to let go of everything and thank my lucky stars that I’m out of that relationship.

And I am determined to be sad no more.